i throw all of your stuff away, then i clear you out of my head. i tear you out of my heart and ignore all your messages. i tell everyone that we got through, 'cause i'm so much better without you. but it's just another pretty lie 'cause i break down every time you come around.
so how did you get here under my skin? swore that i'd never let you back in. should've known better than trying to let you go, 'cause here we go, go, go again. hard as i try i know i can't quit, something about you is so addictive. we're falling together; you'd think that by now i'd know, 'cause here we go, go, go again.
you never know what you want, and you never say what you mean. but i start to go insane every time that you look at me. you only hear half of what i say, and you're always showing up too late. and i know that i should say goodbye but it's no use, can't be with or without you.
++ demi lovato
xox
11:29 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
communism is bliss.
finally back from china!! it was lots of fun seeing my family and going out sight-seeing, but i'm so glad to be home.
first, it sucked because they freaking blocked youtube, blogging, and even facebook halfway through our vacation. i definitely wasn't happy about that. and also, it was sooo weird, because the whole time i was there, i didn't want to eat. it started out that my stomach didn't feel good when i ate, but even after that passed, i was just never in the mood for food (haha, that rhymed). so my relatives kept trying to shove food down my throat, but i refused to eat it. then, right when we got to the airport on the way back, i was suddenly so hungry... weird.
yeah, so it was a lot of fun. we went to the top of a mountain, rafting (epic fail), took studio pictures, ate out like everyday, and went shopping like none other. i got sooo much awesome stuff for so cheap! my bargaining skills have definitely improved from this trip. yep, so i'm really jetlagged as you can see, since i'm posting at 3am, but i'm still gonna try to go to church tomorrow. i got tons of presents for everyone!!
xox
p.s. check out my facebook for the first half of my pictures from china!
3:06 AM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
preparing for thirteen hours of joy
sooo i got my nails done yesterday, which was pretty nice. and i went to sherry's house before that... we ate yummy jello stuff, went to the park, played ping pong, and had a mini "fight." haha, it was lots of fun. then i had tennis last night, and the weather was so cool, unlike last week, when it was freaking 94 degrees! i have tennis again tonight, and it's still cool, so it should be comfortable.
anyway, i'm leaving for china tomorrow morning at 7:30am! we're staying for two and a half weeks. i'm already mostly packed, but i still have a lot left to pack. i can't wait to see our family and go shopping and all, but i'm so not looking forward to the thirteen-hour plane ride. i hate going on planes!! but at least there will be movies, unlike the plane ride to hawaii. plus, i have a lot to read: i have to finish the secret life of bees and try to get through as much of the adventures of ibn battuta as i can... i doubt i'll even get to start things fall apart yet.
so yeah, that was just a short update on these last few days. and finally, goodbye america!
xox
5:39 PM
Biography
hello, the name's michelle. i love music, photography, writing, bubble tea, tennis, and i will always believe that muffins are better than cupcakes. also, i love my family, friends, and jesus - i would be nothing without them. ♥
i throw all of your stuff away, then i clear you out of my head. i tear you out of my heart and ignore all your messages. i tell everyone that we got through, 'cause i'm so much better without you. but it's just another pretty lie 'cause i break down every time you come around.
so how did you get here under my skin? swore that i'd never let you back in. should've known better than trying to let you go, 'cause here we go, go, go again. hard as i try i know i can't quit, something about you is so addictive. we're falling together; you'd think that by now i'd know, 'cause here we go, go, go again.
you never know what you want, and you never say what you mean. but i start to go insane every time that you look at me. you only hear half of what i say, and you're always showing up too late. and i know that i should say goodbye but it's no use, can't be with or without you.
++ demi lovato
xox
11:29 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
communism is bliss.
finally back from china!! it was lots of fun seeing my family and going out sight-seeing, but i'm so glad to be home.
first, it sucked because they freaking blocked youtube, blogging, and even facebook halfway through our vacation. i definitely wasn't happy about that. and also, it was sooo weird, because the whole time i was there, i didn't want to eat. it started out that my stomach didn't feel good when i ate, but even after that passed, i was just never in the mood for food (haha, that rhymed). so my relatives kept trying to shove food down my throat, but i refused to eat it. then, right when we got to the airport on the way back, i was suddenly so hungry... weird.
yeah, so it was a lot of fun. we went to the top of a mountain, rafting (epic fail), took studio pictures, ate out like everyday, and went shopping like none other. i got sooo much awesome stuff for so cheap! my bargaining skills have definitely improved from this trip. yep, so i'm really jetlagged as you can see, since i'm posting at 3am, but i'm still gonna try to go to church tomorrow. i got tons of presents for everyone!!
xox
p.s. check out my facebook for the first half of my pictures from china!
3:06 AM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
preparing for thirteen hours of joy
sooo i got my nails done yesterday, which was pretty nice. and i went to sherry's house before that... we ate yummy jello stuff, went to the park, played ping pong, and had a mini "fight." haha, it was lots of fun. then i had tennis last night, and the weather was so cool, unlike last week, when it was freaking 94 degrees! i have tennis again tonight, and it's still cool, so it should be comfortable.
anyway, i'm leaving for china tomorrow morning at 7:30am! we're staying for two and a half weeks. i'm already mostly packed, but i still have a lot left to pack. i can't wait to see our family and go shopping and all, but i'm so not looking forward to the thirteen-hour plane ride. i hate going on planes!! but at least there will be movies, unlike the plane ride to hawaii. plus, i have a lot to read: i have to finish the secret life of bees and try to get through as much of the adventures of ibn battuta as i can... i doubt i'll even get to start things fall apart yet.
so yeah, that was just a short update on these last few days. and finally, goodbye america!
